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Monday, 29 April 2013

ANNOYING for a little while x)

Let me being annoying for a little while x) sorry, i just love to take my own selca aka self camera xD

PBS is slowly killing me -.-"

Assalamualaikum :-) Have a smile . LOL . nak cakap pasal PBS ni, kenal tak PBS tu ape bende? PBS tu sistem pembelajaran yang baru menggantikan PMR . haaaa, now, you know it xDD . tbvh, PBS is not fun and PBS make me freaking stress . yaaa, know -.-" hari ni , honestly saying, x blajar pun kat skolah sbb apa ? PBS bertuah tu la . Nazir nk datang, baru kalut2 nak kemas kini fail /big sigh/ . pastu sapa yang stress? PELAJAR! okayyy. stop there . klau semua bersatu-padu x apo . tapi, hmmm , al maklumlah ada sesetengah kelompok ni yg selfish -__-

Monday, 22 April 2013

CHANGED :'(

Heyyyy, Long time no see :3 x) I'm so damn busy lately :'/ YEAHHHHHH x) Bloggie? Lately, I'm facing a lot of problems :'/ Hmmmm, I'm freaking want to tell someone about this, I want someone to comfort me, I want someone to give me strength, I want someone to say to me 'I'm here for you' . But, sadly . I don't have that 'someone' LOL, it's dramatic. Right? nevermind -.-" Bloggie-ahhh, you know what, my friends are slowly drifting apart from me :'( that thing is enough to shatter my heart into million pieces :'( Well, well, well . I know, they only need me when they're having problems or when they're bored . Yeahhh, they treat me totally like a rubbish . RUBBISH! I'm such a toy . Right? -.-" Can I have the old them? Can I ? Allah is testing me . I know, he loves me :') but, I ... I .. I , arghhhh >.< Bloggie-ahh, my happiness is gone . all these time, my smile(s) is F A K E -.- well, I am a good actress . Right? They should give me an award . LMAO :'( I'm good at hiding my problems . I don't cry . I just cry when I really can't handle my emotions . Well, you can say, I only cry about 2 or 3 times a year . It's true . People said, 'if you don't cry, you're weak' . I can accept this teory . I know I'm a weak girl who only acts strong /sigh/ . Bloggieeee :'( Eottohke? What Should I do? I share with them my happiness, I also ask them to share their sadness with me . But, they don't share with me their happiness . I felt so lonely . I know, I am not beautiful . But, is it the reason to be a friend? Not, right? Hmmmmm, I seriously don't know what to do . How I hope they realize my sadness . But, sadly , they DON'T ! Bloggieeeee-ah Luckily, I have Super Junior with me . well, you can say I'm crazy or what . But, Super Junior really gives me happiness . Maybe sometimes they make me tearing up, but, it's just for a moment . They make me smile . They make me laugh . They make me forget about all my problems . I am really thankful . Allah gives me Super Junior to create a smile at my smile . A REAL SMILE . Honestly saying, Should I give up? Should I be the emo Fafa, the cold Fafa, the rude Fafa ? should I stop being a cheerful Fafa, a lovable Fafa, a happy go lucky Fafa? They give me no choice . Hmmmm , How I hope I have someone to tell me what to do right now :'( -- WELL, IF THEY LOVE ME . THEY WILL REALIZE WHAT ARE THEY DOING . IF THEY DON'T , THEY WILL NOT . SO, DON'T MISS THE OLD ME, IF I TOTALLY CHANGE MYSELF . ASK YOURSELF -- Honestly, Ryu Eun Mi